"you're not sorry."

"it wasn't okay."

"you're right."

"i'm not okay."

"i don't understand."

"yeah okay, i'll be there soon."

"i need help."

"i want you to stop talking to me."

"i'm not a doormat."

"no." 

"no."

"no."

"yes."

X

Okay, ignore the hideous facial expression (why?) and the fact I have no make up on (creys), the reason I chose this photo was because it is the only one I own which shows the true extent of how pale I am. This was taken in summer time as well, just to further it, and I do not tan. Only burn. You pale readers will understand my issues with the sun and finding correct foundation colours etcetc, but I'm here today to let you know why you should embrace the snowy complexion and milk bottle body. 

1. Pretty much every lipstick/hair colour suits you. If you're practically white, everything goes with white and so you never have the issue of looking odd. Minus black. Never try black hair unless you're feeling like having a zombie phase.
2. The satisfaction of finally finding a shade of foundation/concealer pale enough for you. It's like a life ambition has been fulfilled and you want to cry with happiness.
3. u always look pastel goth x0x0
4. Freckles can make you look cute, heck Topshop released a freckle pencil! That's when you know you're in fashion.
5. It's the skin you're born with. No matter how much you tan/burn/cover it in make up, at the end of the day you will always have it and not embracing it makes life very hard. So embrace the pale and be proud!

23rd June 2014-21st March 2017

1. Get at least a recall for GSA
2. Make a Build-A-Bear  01/07/14
3. Go to Brighton 27/05/15
4. Go to Disney World
5. Get my driving license 19/12/14
6. Write a book
7. Eat my five a day every day for a month
8. Be able to do the splits
9. Buy a high end make up product .e.g. NARS Sheer Glow Benefit Hoola Bronzer 1/8/14
10. Write a song
11. Watch 100 new movies and keep track
12. Become snail mail penpals with someone I don't know
13. Read 20 books in a month and keep track
14. Run at least twice a week for a month
15. Go to New York
16. Read Les Miserables
17. Go to a music festival
18. Go to Hay on Wye
19. Go camping in a park near my house
20. Send letters to the closest people to me 
21. Finish my scrapbook
22. Finish my Wreck This Journal
23. Sort out all my photos on my laptop 05/07/14
24. Make my pinhole camera
25. Surprise a friend
26. Move out
27. Own a vintage bike with a basket
28. See a ballet
29. Either ombre my hair or dye it white blonde
30. Go to a zumba class
31. Date night at least once a month
32. Start ballet lessons outside of college
33. Own all the Urban Decay Naked Palettes
34. Do a swap with an American
35. Buy and own a "yes" bracelet
36. Make a short film
37. Finally lose my Nandos virginity 29/06/14
38. Own the entire Disney movie DVD collection
39. Make a playlist on 8tracks 25/11/14
40. See One Direction live 
41. See Arctic Monkeys live
42. Meet an inspiration of mine
43. Send a care package to someone
44. Go to the cinema by myself 10/03/15
45. Get my eyebrows threaded 06/04/15
46. Become ambidextrous 
47. Own a cat
48. Be in either a Shakespeare play or Les Mis again
49. Get a flat stomach
50. Film a video of me playing guitar and singing and upload to Youtube 23/11/14
51. Own a mini cooper
52. Chocolate fountain and cake pops
53. Whiten my teeth
54. Learn Falling Slowly and The Hill from Once on the piano
55. Own the peas from Toy Story;

56. Skype more people
57. Go to  Alton Towers again
58. Go to see a castle
59. Collect all of the Studio Ghibli movies
60. Make some more Oreo cookies
61. Make cookie brownies
62. Get out of the house every day for a month
63. Document a year of my life in photos
64. Bake a birthday cake
65. Have a picnic on the beach
66. Have a fish pedicure
67. Go to a fireworks display
68. Own a pair of decent wellies or Hunter boots
69. Bake a red velvet cake some time during study leave/procrastination May 2015!!
70. Swim with dolphins
71. Go to the cinema five times in a month
72. Visit a Sephora April 2014 
73. Go to Oxford and walk around the uni
74. Become an organ donor Jan 2015
75. Be at least one principle character
76. Watch a sunrise or sunset
77. Have a massage
78. Re-read THROAM Feb 2015
79. Visit the Warner Bros Harry Potter tour
80. Visit Cannes again
81. Go to Blue Planet aquarium
82. Feel comfortable enough to wear shorts and no tights or socks
83. Get my skin colour matched so I know what shade of foundation I actually need to buy August 2014
84. Get a professional bra fitting idk when
85. Go abroad with friends
86. Learn a full song on the ukulele June 2015
87. Go to the zoo for a day trip
88. Bake bread
89. Get to the barrier for at least two concerts
90. Take photos with friends in a photobooth
91. Go to a new restaurant in London e.g. the Breakfast Club Choccywoccydoodaas 02/07/14
92. Go away for at least a night on my own
93. Wear all the shoes I don't wear more
94.Edit a decent video with all my own footage
95. See at least five Shakespeare plays
96. Roadtrip
97. Have a full on pamper evening
98. Go to Venice
99. Backpack through Italy
100. Visit Cove Beach in Horton, Wales
101. Go to a huge lantern event like the one in Tangled. 

I'm going to be blogging every time I complete one so make sure to keep checking back to see my progress!:*